Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Dedicated to Ran -who is caring me loving me sustaining me but now in doldrums and need my comfort
"A confused sensation of having suddenly lost my familiarity with the past, without acquiring any additional clearness of idea in reference to the present or the future, took possession of my mind. " Collins wrote those lines and I quote, which perfectly depict my current feeling being a newcomer in Singapore. At such a tough trasitional period, I keep everything that once etched in my mind with great delicacy for fear of losing track of those vivid memories. However,every time I try hard to walk down the memory lane and figure out the blur of the past, the awareness of our being apart tears me into pieces. In the last few days before the depature, we both deliberately avoilded meeting each other as if that would definitely become the last meeting. This continued until I eventually boarded the plane in a hurry. I parted from you, without my farewells bid and without a chance to shed tears in front of you.
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When I left my former university, the most difficult thing was to leave my roommates. They had already been my best friends at that time. I felt very lucky to be roommates with them. During the two months study in the university, they gave me countless care and encouragement. We talked till night about our past, our hope and our joy and sorrows. That was the first time I felt the esprit de corps to live within a group. We stood in the heavy rain to cheer up our faculty basketball team. We stayed late till night to cram study. So many memories, but so short time. That was also my treasure for ever.
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