In order to make our future more bright, we all came to Singapore. We left our parents and lived alone. We all learn how to struggle for our future. We may live in Singapore for more than 10 years, during which time we may just come back home at most twice a year. Things will change very quickly and we may not adapt to our life at home.
Sometimes I may think about how far is the distance between life and death, I can't feel it clearly. But now, I know the true feeling about this. My grandmother passed away last week. I just studied in my classroom. During breaktime I recieved a phone call from my mom. I didn't kwon what happened until my mother said something with a cry. I realized that my grandmother died just now. I don't know how to describe my feelings at that time. I even didn't cry, but there were something in my heart. I knew that I could never meet grandma again. I still remember that when I was a child, I always went to my grandmother's.This is the best place I wanted to go. During my childhood, I used to go to grandmother's because I'll free from uncountable homework. I could go outdoors and breath fresh air. I seldom talked to my grandmother but I knew that she did love me. She never scolded me I was happy with her. When my grandfather died, she cried a lot. I was also in deep sorrow. I also remember the expression on her face.
I didn't cry because I must learn to be strong. I must have the couragement to face the reality. Nothing in life can defead me, I just put the feeling in my heart. I just acted as nothing happened and no one found that I was abnormal. But now when I write this blog, my eyes become wet. I can't control my emotions.
We all have emotions and because of love our life become colourful.
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I am sorry to hear that. I do not know what I can do to comfort you. Perhaps there is no use crying over the past things, but we still have the chance to cherish the people we love around us.
ReplyDeleteIn actuality, I have experienced the same thing at an even earlier age. My grandpa passed away when I was in Grade 4 in the primary school. Things were quite tough and it took my parents quite a long period of time to make me face the music.
What I want to put is that,
everyone gets his hard times,after which we will see sunrise.
Oh, I'm very sorry to hear that, too. During a person's whole life, there always some unexpected things happening. But only if we are still living in this world, our life will go on. This reminds me of the earthquake happened in last year. At that afternoon, after the earthquake, we were gethered in the playground. Some of my classmates said that they can escape from a whole afternoon's class, but at that point, I suddenly realized that no matter what happened, even the earthquake, we still had to face the CEE(college entrance examination),and even the students of disaster-hit area.
ReplyDeleteIn a word, cheer up~
By the way, I really appreciate your last sentence.
I hope you feel better now. I know it's a very tough experience. Nobody can defeat death. Don't be too sad. Think about the happy time with your grandmother. This sweet memory will be remain in your heart forever.It's a gift.
ReplyDeleteMoreover, we can not control how long we will live. But we should cherish everyday we spend. Pay more attentions to the people you love. Always try your best and keep having energetic. Then, we may finnd everyday is so colourful.
Dear SiChen and all classmates who wrote comments:
ReplyDeletePersonally, I am encouraged by the kind words used by the classmates to comfort SiChen. While our parents and loved ones are still living on this earth, we must treasure them and not take them for granted eg it only takes you to say a simple 'Thank you' to your mum and dad for what you are now (an overseas scholar) and you will make their day.
Sorry to hear that. Actually I had the same experience with you when I was in senior high school. I was taking an exam when my grandma passed away and my mother didn’t tell me then. When I went back home and found my grandma had passed away I was so shocked that I didn’t say anything or shed tears. Several days later I came to realize the truth and I couldn’t help crying. It took me a long time to recover.
ReplyDeleteI think that you should not control your emotion, just cry when you feel so sad and after that you will feel better. We cannot change the things that have happened. What we can do now is cherishing the ones we love. I hope you can recover soon.
Oh dear, this is really sad news. No words can soothe the pain for losing someone so dear, but pls be strong, for yourself, and for your family.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear that. What I want to say can't release your pain. But I hope you are better now. Every one should die,but the difference is that how he/she live his life. I think your grandmother will fell happy with you. You have studied so well to study abroad which is a pride to your grandmother. Although she didn't see you the last sight, she would see you in the bright future and beamed with pride. I think she was happy at the last thought.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear that. If you feel like crying, then you just cry. If you are afraid of being seen by others and feel embrassed because of this, you can go to a quiet place, where there is not anybody apart from you. Indeed, we should and must be strong in our life, but I think that it is not a good thing to put all your feelings in your heart and not to release them out. We have the right of crying no matter we are male or female. Or you can shout. Perhaps, they seem to be so strange. However, they are effective.
ReplyDeleteA poem written by Li Bai goes that
ReplyDeleteIn the Quiet Night
So bright a gleam on the foot of my bed---
Could there have been a frost already?
Lifting my head to look, I found that it was moonlight.
Sinking back again, I thought suddenly of home.
Yet,I think all of us feel homesick,sometimes every simgle thing led up to a strong inner feeling.
I believe all our friends,relatives get the same feeling.
For a lot of days and nights,my parents are waiting for the phone call from me.
Up towards the same glorious moon,I know the missing heart that missed me a lot
Thank you, thank everybody who tried to comfort me. I feel much better now. I am pround of the fact that I have such considerate friends and tutors. They are the true friends.I think that I can't change the fact that my grandma died, but I can do something. She was pround of me and I will try my best to achieve more. Crying can do nothing, I will change my sorrowness to the motion to work hard.
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